Solipsized is about how uncertain life can actually be - how the most unfortunate events can happen and you learn about them in the worst of ways, you show up to work learning you lost your job, you find someone you loved very much lost their life, you realize you can't trust someone as they lie to your face.
The anger, the denial, the immense sadness you get from these traumatic events that eventually change you as a person. You become attached to someone, so attached to them that you make them the pedestal, the only thing that exists in this world. They become solipsized in your eyes. And when you reveal this illusion and remove your rose-tinted glasses, you no longer know what to make of the world - even if just for that moment.
lyrics
My heart has broke into two,
When I saw that you died on the news.
I've watched you hang, two fingers just one on each hand.
I saw you fall. I felt you rise.
No one could see this fatal suprise.
Tie me up, now I need you the most.
It's not fair, please be something that I'll always miss.
Staring from the top of Dundas Peak,
Never have I felt so weak.
Leave me to cry, leave me to die.
Faintly breath out, one final sigh.
I can't stand the look in your eyes.
credits
from Time Of Death,
released August 18, 2017
Carlos Falla - Bass, Unclean Vocals
Josh Fortin - Guitar, Clean Vocals
Ellixs Tulagan - Drums
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